{"id":5711,"date":"2026-09-23T20:18:05","date_gmt":"2026-09-23T17:18:05","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/?p=5711"},"modified":"2026-09-23T20:18:07","modified_gmt":"2026-09-23T17:18:07","slug":"je-restai-assise-au-bord-du-lit-incapable-de-bouger","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/?p=5711","title":{"rendered":"Je restai assise au bord du lit, incapable de bouger."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le t\u00e9l\u00e9phone \u00e9tait encore dans ma main.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019appel avait dur\u00e9 moins de trois minutes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Trois minutes avaient suffi pour faire voler en \u00e9clats vingt-sept ann\u00e9es de certitudes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Votre grand-m\u00e8re vous attend.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">C\u2019\u00e9tait tout ce que l\u2019avocat avait dit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis il avait ajout\u00e9 :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle m\u2019a demand\u00e9 de vous pr\u00e9venir avant qu\u2019il ne soit trop tard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma grand-m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je n\u2019avais pas entendu ce mot prononc\u00e9 \u00e0 mon sujet depuis mon enfance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dans ma famille, elle n\u2019existait presque plus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon p\u00e8re refusait d\u2019en parler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma m\u00e8re changeait de sujet lorsqu\u2019on posait des questions.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et moi, avec les ann\u00e9es, j\u2019avais appris \u00e0 accepter les silences comme on accepte une vieille cicatrice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On finit par ne plus demander pourquoi elle est l\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais ce matin-l\u00e0, quelque chose avait chang\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019avocat m\u2019avait \u00e9galement donn\u00e9 une adresse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"611\" height=\"892\" src=\"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/4-20.png\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-5712\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/4-20.png 611w, https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/09\/4-20-205x300.png 205w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 611px) 100vw, 611px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une petite maison situ\u00e9e \u00e0 presque quatre heures de route.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et une phrase \u00e9trange :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle veut vous remettre quelque chose elle-m\u00eame. Elle a refus\u00e9 que je vous l\u2019envoie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je regardai l\u2019adresse encore une fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis je me levai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne savais pas ce que j\u2019allais d\u00e9couvrir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je savais seulement une chose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pour la premi\u00e8re fois de ma vie, j\u2019allais d\u00e9sob\u00e9ir \u00e0 mon p\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019avais dix ans lorsque ma grand-m\u00e8re avait disparu de notre vie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Du moins, c\u2019est ce que mon p\u00e8re m\u2019avait toujours racont\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle a choisi de partir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me souvenais exactement de cette phrase.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle \u00e9tait assis \u00e0 la table de la cuisine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019avais pleur\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je lui avais demand\u00e9 pourquoi elle ne venait jamais nous voir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avait simplement r\u00e9pondu :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce qu\u2019elle ne veut plus de nous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 dix ans, on croit les adultes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 vingt ans, on commence \u00e0 douter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 trente ans, on comprend parfois qu\u2019on a pass\u00e9 sa vie \u00e0 croire une histoire qui n\u2019\u00e9tait pas la n\u00f4tre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je pris la route avant midi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pendant quatre heures, je ne cessai de penser \u00e0 cette femme que je ne connaissais presque pas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me souvenais pourtant d\u2019une seule chose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une photographie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle \u00e9tait cach\u00e9e dans une vieille bo\u00eete que ma m\u00e8re gardait dans son armoire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une femme \u00e9l\u00e9gante, aux cheveux blancs, tenant un b\u00e9b\u00e9 dans ses bras.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019avais demand\u00e9 \u00e0 ma m\u00e8re qui c\u2019\u00e9tait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle avait pris la photo imm\u00e9diatement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Personne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je n\u2019avais jamais oubli\u00e9 son visage.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La maison \u00e9tait beaucoup plus petite que je ne l\u2019imaginais.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une vieille b\u00e2tisse entour\u00e9e d\u2019arbres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La porte s\u2019ouvrit avant m\u00eame que je frappe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une femme \u00e2g\u00e9e se tenait l\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle portait un gilet beige et tenait une canne dans sa main.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle me regarda sans parler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ses yeux se remplirent de larmes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Tu as les yeux de ta m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne r\u00e9pondis pas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle sourit tristement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Entre, Claire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Entendre mon pr\u00e9nom dans sa bouche me donna une \u00e9trange sensation.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comme si elle avait prononc\u00e9 quelque chose qui lui appartenait depuis longtemps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je p\u00e9n\u00e9trai dans la maison.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sur les murs, il y avait des photographies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Beaucoup de photographies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et presque toutes repr\u00e9sentaient mon p\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Enfant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Adolescent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jeune homme.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je m\u2019arr\u00eatai devant l\u2019une d\u2019elles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon p\u00e8re devait avoir dix-huit ans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il souriait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais quelque chose me frappa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 c\u00f4t\u00e9 de lui se trouvait un autre gar\u00e7on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un gar\u00e7on qui lui ressemblait \u00e9norm\u00e9ment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me tournai vers ma grand-m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Qui est-ce ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle ne r\u00e9pondit pas imm\u00e9diatement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle s\u2019assit dans un fauteuil.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis elle murmura :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Ton oncle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je fron\u00e7ai les sourcils.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Je n\u2019ai pas d\u2019oncle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle me regarda droit dans les yeux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 C\u2019est ce qu\u2019on t\u2019a toujours dit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un frisson me parcourut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 O\u00f9 est-il ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle baissa la t\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Mort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je m\u2019assis en face d\u2019elle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quand ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle ferma les yeux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Il y a vingt-six ans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je calculai rapidement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019\u00e9tais n\u00e9e vingt-sept ans auparavant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un an avant ma naissance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Comment s\u2019appelait-il ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle h\u00e9sita.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Gabriel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je r\u00e9p\u00e9tai ce pr\u00e9nom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il me semblait \u00e9trangement familier.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma grand-m\u00e8re se leva avec difficult\u00e9 et se dirigea vers une vieille armoire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle sortit une bo\u00eete m\u00e9tallique.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle la posa devant moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Ton p\u00e8re ne voulait jamais que tu voies \u00e7a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019ouvris la bo\u00eete.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur se trouvaient des lettres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des dizaines.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toutes adress\u00e9es \u00e0 ma m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Certaines n\u2019avaient jamais \u00e9t\u00e9 ouvertes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je pris la premi\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La date remontait \u00e0 l\u2019ann\u00e9e pr\u00e9c\u00e9dant ma naissance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je commen\u00e7ai \u00e0 lire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis je sentis mon c\u0153ur s\u2019arr\u00eater.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La lettre \u00e9tait sign\u00e9e :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Marie,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">je sais que tu as peur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais tu dois me croire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Paul ne dira jamais la v\u00e9rit\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il pr\u00e9f\u00e8re perdre son fr\u00e8re plut\u00f4t que de perdre son h\u00e9ritage. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je relevai brusquement les yeux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Qu\u2019est-ce que \u00e7a veut dire ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma grand-m\u00e8re pleurait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Ton p\u00e8re n\u2019\u00e9tait pas l\u2019enfant que tout le monde croyait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne comprenais plus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle prit une profonde inspiration.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Gabriel \u00e9tait l\u2019a\u00een\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Et alors ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Il devait h\u00e9riter de l\u2019entreprise familiale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je haussai les \u00e9paules.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Ce n\u2019est pas une raison pour\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle m\u2019interrompit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Gabriel voulait vendre l\u2019entreprise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me tus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pourquoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce qu\u2019il avait d\u00e9couvert quelque chose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle posa une autre lettre devant moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quelque chose que ton p\u00e8re voulait garder secret.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je passai les heures suivantes \u00e0 lire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plus je lisais, plus ma famille me semblait \u00e9trang\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019entreprise de mon grand-p\u00e8re avait connu de graves difficult\u00e9s financi\u00e8res.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel avait d\u00e9couvert que certaines sommes avaient disparu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De l\u2019argent destin\u00e9 aux employ\u00e9s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des comptes secrets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des signatures falsifi\u00e9es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et, au centre de tout cela, se trouvait mon p\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais ce n\u2019\u00e9tait pas le pire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel avait d\u00e9cid\u00e9 de d\u00e9noncer la fraude.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avait pr\u00e9vu de remettre les documents \u00e0 la police.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis il avait disparu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La version officielle parlait d\u2019un accident.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une voiture retrouv\u00e9e au fond d\u2019un ravin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Aucun corps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Seulement quelques effets personnels.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon p\u00e8re avait d\u00e9clar\u00e9 que son fr\u00e8re \u00e9tait mort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais ma grand-m\u00e8re n\u2019y avait jamais cru.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pourquoi n\u2019avez-vous rien dit ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle me regarda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce que j\u2019avais peur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 De mon p\u00e8re ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle hocha la t\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Et de ce qu\u2019il \u00e9tait capable de faire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me levai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Mais s\u2019il \u00e9tait vivant ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle ne r\u00e9pondit pas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Son silence fut plus violent qu\u2019un cri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Grand-m\u00e8re\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle prit ma main.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Gabriel est mort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je respirai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Alors pourquoi toutes ces lettres ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle me regarda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce que certaines ont \u00e9t\u00e9 \u00e9crites apr\u00e8s l\u2019accident.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentis mon sang se glacer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Combien ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Trois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle ouvrit un tiroir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sortit trois enveloppes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et me les donna.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La derni\u00e8re \u00e9tait dat\u00e9e de huit ans apr\u00e8s la disparition de Gabriel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je l\u2019ouvris.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une seule phrase \u00e9tait \u00e9crite :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Je suis vivant, mais je ne peux pas revenir. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je passai cette nuit-l\u00e0 dans la maison de ma grand-m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne dormis presque pas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 trois heures du matin, je descendis boire un verre d\u2019eau.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">En passant devant le salon, je remarquai quelque chose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une photographie avait \u00e9t\u00e9 d\u00e9plac\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Derri\u00e8re elle se trouvait une petite enveloppe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je l\u2019ouvris.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">une cl\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et un num\u00e9ro.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Casier 214. Gare centrale. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le lendemain matin, je partis sans pr\u00e9venir personne.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le casier contenait une valise.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur, il y avait des documents.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un passeport.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des relev\u00e9s bancaires.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des photographies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et un carnet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sur la premi\u00e8re page, un nom \u00e9tait \u00e9crit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel Morel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je tournai les pages.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il racontait tout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Apr\u00e8s l\u2019accident, Gabriel avait surv\u00e9cu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gravement bless\u00e9, il avait \u00e9t\u00e9 hospitalis\u00e9 sous une fausse identit\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lorsqu\u2019il s\u2019\u00e9tait r\u00e9veill\u00e9, il avait appris que son fr\u00e8re avait annonc\u00e9 sa mort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais pourquoi n\u2019\u00e9tait-il pas revenu ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La r\u00e9ponse me bouleversa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avait \u00e9t\u00e9 menac\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On lui avait montr\u00e9 une photographie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un b\u00e9b\u00e9 dans les bras de ma m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis une phrase :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Si tu reviens, elle dispara\u00eetra. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel avait choisi de rester cach\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pendant des ann\u00e9es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avait observ\u00e9 ma vie de loin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avait pay\u00e9 certaines de mes \u00e9tudes anonymement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avait m\u00eame envoy\u00e9 des cadeaux pour mes anniversaires.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais jamais il n\u2019avait os\u00e9 se montrer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je continuai \u00e0 lire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis je d\u00e9couvris quelque chose qui me donna la naus\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel avait appris que mon p\u00e8re n\u2019\u00e9tait pas responsable de tout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avait \u00e9t\u00e9 manipul\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelqu\u2019un d\u2019autre contr\u00f4lait les comptes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelqu\u2019un de beaucoup plus proche de la famille.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je tournai la page.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le nom \u00e9tait soulign\u00e9 trois fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je refermai le carnet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Impossible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma m\u00e8re \u00e9tait morte six ans plus t\u00f4t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle avait toujours \u00e9t\u00e9 douce.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toujours pr\u00e9sente.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toujours protectrice.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je refusais d\u2019y croire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais les documents \u00e9taient l\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des transferts d\u2019argent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des signatures.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des correspondances.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et une lettre de Gabriel :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Marie n\u2019a pas voulu me trahir. Elle voulait prot\u00e9ger Claire. Elle pensait pouvoir contr\u00f4ler la situation. Mais elle s\u2019est retrouv\u00e9e prisonni\u00e8re de ceux qui avaient commenc\u00e9 tout cela. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je relus cette phrase plusieurs fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis une autre attira mon attention.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Le v\u00e9ritable responsable est celui que Claire appelle aujourd\u2019hui grand-p\u00e8re. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je restai fig\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon grand-p\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Celui que je croyais avoir enfin retrouv\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Celui qui m\u2019avait appel\u00e9e pour me pr\u00e9venir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Celui qui avait organis\u00e9 toute cette rencontre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je compris soudain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ce n\u2019\u00e9tait pas ma grand-m\u00e8re qui m\u2019avait appel\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">C\u2019\u00e9tait son avocat.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et l\u2019avocat travaillait pour mon grand-p\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<hr class=\"wp-block-separator has-alpha-channel-opacity\"\/>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je retournai imm\u00e9diatement \u00e0 la maison.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma grand-m\u00e8re \u00e9tait assise dans le salon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je posai le carnet devant elle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pourquoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle ne demanda pas ce que j\u2019avais trouv\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle savait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce que je voulais que tu sois pr\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pr\u00eate \u00e0 quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle se leva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 \u00c0 rencontrer ton p\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je crus avoir mal entendu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Mon p\u00e8re est \u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9tranger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle secoua la t\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Non.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle ouvrit une porte derri\u00e8re la biblioth\u00e8que.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un escalier descendait vers une pi\u00e8ce sombre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je descendis lentement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et l\u00e0\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un homme \u00e9tait assis pr\u00e8s d\u2019une fen\u00eatre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avait les cheveux gris.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le visage marqu\u00e9 par les ann\u00e9es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais je reconnus imm\u00e9diatement ses yeux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mes yeux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il se leva.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ses mains tremblaient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Claire\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne pus plus respirer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Papa ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il pleura.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pas de mani\u00e8re spectaculaire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Simplement comme pleure quelqu\u2019un qui a attendu trop longtemps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je fis un pas vers lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis un autre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais je m\u2019arr\u00eatai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pourquoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il baissa la t\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce que je croyais que je te prot\u00e9gerais en disparaissant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Tu m\u2019as abandonn\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Je sais.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Maman savait ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il ferma les yeux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Oui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Et grand-p\u00e8re ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Silence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis il r\u00e9pondit :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Ton grand-p\u00e8re savait tout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentis la col\u00e8re monter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Alors pourquoi m\u2019a-t-il fait venir ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon p\u00e8re me regarda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce qu\u2019il sait que je suis malade.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me figeai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Il ne me reste probablement que quelques mois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne savais plus quoi penser.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis mon p\u00e8re ajouta :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Mais ce n\u2019est pas pour cela qu\u2019il t\u2019a appel\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il sortit une enveloppe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Il veut r\u00e9cup\u00e9rer quelque chose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Les preuves.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je compris enfin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toutes ces ann\u00e9es, mon grand-p\u00e8re avait cherch\u00e9 les documents capables de d\u00e9truire son empire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et il savait que mon p\u00e8re les avait cach\u00e9s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon p\u00e8re me tendit l\u2019enveloppe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Maintenant, elles sont \u00e0 toi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je l\u2019ouvris.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur se trouvait une lettre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle \u00e9tait \u00e9crite par ma m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je la lus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et tout s\u2019effondra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Claire,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">si tu lis cette lettre, c\u2019est que je ne suis plus l\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je veux que tu saches que ton p\u00e8re n\u2019a jamais cess\u00e9 de t\u2019aimer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">C\u2019est moi qui lui ai demand\u00e9 de dispara\u00eetre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce que ton grand-p\u00e8re avait menac\u00e9 de te faire du mal.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais il y a une chose que nous ne t\u2019avons jamais dite.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel n\u2019\u00e9tait pas mort.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il a v\u00e9cu pendant vingt ans sous une autre identit\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et il t\u2019a vue grandir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il t\u2019a rencontr\u00e9e plusieurs fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tu ne l\u2019as simplement jamais reconnu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019homme qui venait chaque ann\u00e9e d\u00e9poser une fleur devant ton \u00e9cole\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">c\u2019\u00e9tait lui. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je l\u00e2chai la lettre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Gabriel\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon p\u00e8re hocha la t\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Il est mort l\u2019ann\u00e9e derni\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je portai une main \u00e0 ma bouche.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pourquoi personne ne me l\u2019a dit ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce qu\u2019il nous avait demand\u00e9 de ne jamais le faire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pourquoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon p\u00e8re me regarda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce qu\u2019il voulait que tu aies une enfance normale.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je pleurais maintenant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toutes ces ann\u00e9es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toutes ces journ\u00e9es o\u00f9 je m\u2019\u00e9tais demand\u00e9 pourquoi certaines personnes disparaissaient de ma vie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toutes ces fois o\u00f9 je m\u2019\u00e9tais sentie abandonn\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La v\u00e9rit\u00e9 \u00e9tait encore plus douloureuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ils m\u2019avaient aim\u00e9e en silence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais ils avaient aussi menti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et parfois, le mensonge na\u00eet de l\u2019amour.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parfois, il na\u00eet de la peur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et parfois, il devient si grand qu\u2019il finit par d\u00e9truire exactement ce qu\u2019il voulait prot\u00e9ger.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je quittai la maison \u00e0 l\u2019aube.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je n\u2019avais pas obtenu les r\u00e9ponses que j\u2019esp\u00e9rais.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019avais obtenu quelque chose de plus difficile.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La v\u00e9rit\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Avant de partir, ma grand-m\u00e8re me donna une derni\u00e8re enveloppe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Gabriel m\u2019avait demand\u00e9 de te la remettre lorsque tu conna\u00eetrais toute l\u2019histoire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je l\u2019ouvris dans la voiture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une seule photographie tomba sur mes genoux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019\u00e9tais enfant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je devais avoir six ans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me trouvais devant mon \u00e9cole.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 c\u00f4t\u00e9 de moi, un homme \u00e2g\u00e9 souriait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne me souvenais pas de lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Au dos de la photographie, une phrase \u00e9tait \u00e9crite :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Elle ne saura jamais qui je suis, mais moi, je n\u2019oublierai jamais son visage. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je retournai la photo.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et je reconnus le regard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le m\u00eame regard que celui du vieil homme dans la maison.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Gabriel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon v\u00e9ritable oncle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019homme que ma famille avait enterr\u00e9 alors qu\u2019il \u00e9tait encore vivant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je pleurai longtemps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis je d\u00e9marrrai la voiture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p 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