{"id":3607,"date":"2026-05-28T20:47:50","date_gmt":"2026-05-28T17:47:50","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/?p=3607"},"modified":"2026-05-28T20:47:51","modified_gmt":"2026-05-28T17:47:51","slug":"je-restai-fige-devant-lecran","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/?p=3607","title":{"rendered":"Je restai fig\u00e9 devant l\u2019\u00e9cran."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon c\u0153ur battait si fort que j\u2019entendais presque le sang pulser dans mes oreilles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le curseur clignotait encore dans la barre de recherche, juste sous son nom :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Susan Miller. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et l\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une photo apparut.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plus \u00e2g\u00e9e, \u00e9videmment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Les cheveux plus courts.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelques rides autour des yeux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais c\u2019\u00e9tait elle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je l\u2019aurais reconnue parmi mille personnes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cette m\u00eame douceur dans le regard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cette fa\u00e7on l\u00e9g\u00e8rement pench\u00e9e de sourire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon souffle se coupa brutalement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pendant quelques secondes, je ne bougeai plus.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019avais l\u2019impression que le temps venait de s\u2019ouvrir sous mes pieds.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quarante ans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quarante ann\u00e9es de silence.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et pourtant, une seule image suffisait \u00e0 ramener toute une vie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je cliquai sur le profil avec des mains tremblantes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"685\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-4-685x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3608\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-4-685x1024.jpg 685w, https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-4-201x300.jpg 201w, https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-4-768x1149.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-4.jpg 837w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 685px) 100vw, 685px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tr\u00e8s peu d\u2019informations.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelques photos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des paysages.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un vieux chien golden retriever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des fleurs dans un jardin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis une publication datant de trois mois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Certaines histoires ne quittent jamais vraiment le c\u0153ur. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je relus cette phrase au moins dix fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis mon regard descendit plus bas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Statut : veuve.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentis un \u00e9trange m\u00e9lange de tristesse et de culpabilit\u00e9 m\u2019envahir imm\u00e9diatement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce qu\u2019une partie de moi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une partie honteuse et profond\u00e9ment humaine\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Vint imm\u00e9diatement se demander :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Est-elle seule maintenant ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et d\u00e8s que cette pens\u00e9e traversa mon esprit, je me d\u00e9testai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma femme dormait \u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9tage pendant que moi, presque soixante ans, j\u2019\u00e9tais assis dans la p\u00e9nombre \u00e0 regarder le visage de mon premier amour.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je refermai brutalement l\u2019ordinateur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais il \u00e9tait d\u00e9j\u00e0 trop tard.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelque chose s\u2019\u00e9tait r\u00e9veill\u00e9 en moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelque chose que j\u2019avais enterr\u00e9 pendant des d\u00e9cennies.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cette nuit-l\u00e0, je ne dormis presque pas.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je regardais le plafond dans le noir pendant que les souvenirs revenaient un \u00e0 un.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Susan \u00e0 dix-neuf ans sous la pluie devant l\u2019universit\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Susan riant dans une vieille voiture sans chauffage.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Susan pleurant le jour o\u00f9 je lui avais annonc\u00e9 que je partais travailler \u00e0 Chicago.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nous avions promis que la distance ne changerait rien.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nous \u00e9tions jeunes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Les jeunes croient toujours que l\u2019amour suffit contre le temps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais le temps est cruel.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il use les promesses lentement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Silencieusement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Au d\u00e9but, nous \u00e9crivions chaque semaine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis toutes les deux semaines.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis une fois par mois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ensuite\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plus rien.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je lui avais envoy\u00e9 une lettre en septembre 1991.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une longue lettre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je lui demandais de venir vivre avec moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je lui disais que je l\u2019aimais encore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je lui demandais d\u2019attendre un peu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je n\u2019avais jamais re\u00e7u de r\u00e9ponse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et maintenant\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Trente-huit ans plus tard\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je tenais sa r\u00e9ponse dans mes mains.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une r\u00e9ponse que je n\u2019avais jamais lue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me relevai au milieu de la nuit et retournai dans le grenier.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je voulais revoir l\u2019enveloppe.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comprendre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comment cette lettre avait-elle disparu ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je fouillai les vieux cartons encore une fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et l\u00e0\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je trouvai autre chose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une petite bo\u00eete en m\u00e9tal rouill\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne l\u2019avais jamais vue auparavant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 l\u2019int\u00e9rieur se trouvaient plusieurs vieilles cartes de No\u00ebl, des photos jaunies\u2026 et trois autres lettres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toutes adress\u00e9es \u00e0 moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toutes de Susan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentis mes jambes vaciller.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Non\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Non, ce n\u2019\u00e9tait pas possible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mes doigts tremblaient tellement que je d\u00e9chirai presque la deuxi\u00e8me enveloppe en l\u2019ouvrant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u00e9cembre 1992.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis avril 1993.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis ao\u00fbt 1994.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle m\u2019avait \u00e9crit pendant des ann\u00e9es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et je n\u2019avais jamais re\u00e7u aucune de ces lettres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je commen\u00e7ai \u00e0 lire fr\u00e9n\u00e9tiquement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Au d\u00e9but, ses mots \u00e9taient pleins d\u2019espoir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Je sais que tu dois \u00eatre occup\u00e9\u2026 \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Je comprends si tu as besoin de temps\u2026 \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Je t\u2019attendrai encore un peu. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis progressivement\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Les lettres devenaient plus tristes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plus courtes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plus douloureuses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Dans celle de 1994, elle \u00e9crivait :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Je crois que le silence fait plus mal que l\u2019abandon. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je dus m\u2019asseoir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">J\u2019avais l\u2019impression qu\u2019on m\u2019arrachait quelque chose du c\u0153ur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce que soudain\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toute ma vie venait de changer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle ne m\u2019avait jamais ignor\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle ne m\u2019avait jamais abandonn\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelqu\u2019un avait cach\u00e9 ses lettres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais qui ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et pourquoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je restai assis dans le grenier jusqu\u2019\u00e0 l\u2019aube.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quand ma femme, Claire, me trouva finalement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle portait son vieux peignoir bleu et me regarda avec inqui\u00e9tude.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Marc\u2026 qu\u2019est-ce que tu fais ici ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je levai les yeux vers elle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis je fis quelque chose de terrible.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelque chose que je n\u2019aurais jamais imagin\u00e9 faire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me mis \u00e0 pleurer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00c0 presque soixante ans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comme un enfant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire descendit imm\u00e9diatement pr\u00e8s de moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Mon Dieu\u2026 qu\u2019est-ce qui se passe ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je lui tendis les lettres sans r\u00e9ussir \u00e0 parler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle les lut lentement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tr\u00e8s lentement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et plus elle avan\u00e7ait\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Plus son visage changeait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quand elle termina, un silence \u00e9trange remplit le grenier.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis elle murmura :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Ta m\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je fron\u00e7ai les sourcils.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire releva les yeux vers moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 C\u2019est ta m\u00e8re qui les a cach\u00e9es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un froid brutal traversa mon corps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Non\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais au fond de moi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je savais d\u00e9j\u00e0 qu\u2019elle avait raison.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ma m\u00e8re n\u2019avait jamais aim\u00e9 Susan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jamais.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle disait qu\u2019elle \u00ab r\u00eavait trop \u00bb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Qu\u2019elle n\u2019\u00e9tait \u00ab pas stable \u00bb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Qu\u2019elle allait \u00ab g\u00e2cher ma vie \u00bb.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et soudain, certains souvenirs revinrent brutalement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des phrases \u00e9tranges.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des regards.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le jour o\u00f9 ma m\u00e8re avait insist\u00e9 pour r\u00e9cup\u00e9rer le courrier pendant que je travaillais de nuit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon Dieu\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je me levai brusquement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Non\u2026 non\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Claire posa doucement une main sur mon bras.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Marc\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais je reculais d\u00e9j\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce qu\u2019une v\u00e9rit\u00e9 monstrueuse venait de s\u2019abattre sur moi :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toute ma vie avait peut-\u00eatre \u00e9t\u00e9 construite sur un mensonge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelques semaines plus tard, je pris finalement une d\u00e9cision insens\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je lui \u00e9crivis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le message le plus difficile de toute ma vie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Bonjour Susan.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne sais m\u00eame pas si tu te souviens encore de moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais je viens de trouver des lettres que tu m\u2019as envoy\u00e9es il y a presque quarante ans.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne les avais jamais re\u00e7ues. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je relus ce message cinquante fois avant de l\u2019envoyer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis j\u2019attendis.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une heure.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Deux heures.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toute la nuit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Aucune r\u00e9ponse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je commen\u00e7ai \u00e0 me sentir ridicule.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Path\u00e9tique m\u00eame.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis le lendemain matin\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon t\u00e9l\u00e9phone vibra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je faillis ne pas r\u00e9pondre tellement mes mains tremblaient.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Son message \u00e9tait court.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tr\u00e8s court.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Je me suis toujours demand\u00e9 pourquoi tu n\u2019avais jamais r\u00e9pondu. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je dus m\u2019asseoir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentais mon c\u0153ur battre jusque dans ma gorge.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nous avons commenc\u00e9 \u00e0 \u00e9changer des messages.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">D\u2019abord prudemment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comme deux \u00e9trangers marchant sur les ruines d\u2019une ancienne vie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis les souvenirs revinrent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Rapidement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Trop rapidement peut-\u00eatre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle me raconta son mariage.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Son mari \u00e9tait mort d\u2019un cancer trois ans plus t\u00f4t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle avait deux filles.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Moi aussi, j\u2019avais deux enfants.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nous nous envoyions parfois de vieilles photos.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et chaque fois que son visage apparaissait sur mon \u00e9cran\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quelque chose en moi se fissurait davantage.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis un soir, elle \u00e9crivit :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u00ab Tu sais ce qui me faisait le plus mal \u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9poque ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Penser que je ne comptais plus pour toi. \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je restai longtemps devant ce message.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce qu\u2019il n\u2019existait aucune phrase capable de r\u00e9parer quarante ann\u00e9es 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vieilli.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ris nerveusement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Toi aussi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nous avons parl\u00e9 pendant quatre heures.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De tout.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De rien.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De nos enfants.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De nos regrets.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">De nos parents.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis finalement\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des lettres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quand je lui racontai ma th\u00e9orie concernant ma m\u00e8re, Susan resta silencieuse tr\u00e8s longtemps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis elle murmura :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Je crois que je le savais d\u00e9j\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je la 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Elle m\u2019a demand\u00e9 d\u2019arr\u00eater de t\u2019\u00e9crire. Elle m\u2019a dit que tu \u00e9tais fianc\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentis la naus\u00e9e monter brutalement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Mais ce n\u2019\u00e9tait pas vrai\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Je sais.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ses yeux brill\u00e8rent de tristesse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Mais \u00e0 l\u2019\u00e9poque\u2026 je l\u2019ai crue.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je restai incapable de parler.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce qu\u2019\u00e0 cet instant\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je r\u00e9alisai quelque chose de terrible :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nous ne nous \u00e9tions jamais quitt\u00e9s de notre propre volont\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">On nous avait s\u00e9par\u00e9s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et cette v\u00e9rit\u00e9 \u00e9tait presque plus douloureuse que la perte elle-m\u00eame.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Quand nous avons quitt\u00e9 le caf\u00e9, le soleil se couchait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nous sommes rest\u00e9s quelques secondes devant sa voiture.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comme deux personnes suspendues entre pass\u00e9 et pr\u00e9sent.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis elle me regarda doucement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Tu sais ce qui est le plus triste ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle sourit faiblement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Nous aurions probablement \u00e9t\u00e9 heureux ensemble.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentis mon c\u0153ur se briser une seconde fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce qu\u2019au fond\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je le savais aussi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais parfois, la vie ne d\u00e9truit pas les grandes histoires avec des drames spectaculaires.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parfois\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle les d\u00e9truit avec une simple lettre qu\u2019une personne d\u00e9cide de cacher dans un grenier.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"Mon c\u0153ur battait si fort que j\u2019entendais presque le sang pulser dans mes oreilles. 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