{"id":3568,"date":"2026-05-28T06:55:38","date_gmt":"2026-05-28T03:55:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/?p=3568"},"modified":"2026-05-28T06:55:39","modified_gmt":"2026-05-28T03:55:39","slug":"mon-coeur-battait-si-fort-que-javais-limpression-que-tout-le-couloir-pouvait-lentendre","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/?p=3568","title":{"rendered":"Mon c\u0153ur battait si fort que j\u2019avais l\u2019impression que tout le couloir pouvait l\u2019entendre."},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019homme avan\u00e7ait lentement devant moi, ses bottes lourdes r\u00e9sonnant sur le sol blanc de l\u2019h\u00f4pital. Chaque infirmi\u00e8re que nous croisions lui adressait un regard tendre, presque respectueux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et cela me troublait encore davantage.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce que moi\u2026 je ne savais toujours pas qui il \u00e9tait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Depuis six mois, cet inconnu faisait d\u00e9sormais partie de la vie de ma fille.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Depuis six mois, il connaissait le chemin vers sa chambre mieux que certains membres de ma propre famille.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et pourtant, je ne connaissais m\u00eame pas son nom complet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Nous travers\u00e2mes les portes automatiques qui menaient vers le petit jardin ext\u00e9rieur r\u00e9serv\u00e9 aux familles des patients.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019air froid de novembre me saisit imm\u00e9diatement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019homme s\u2019arr\u00eata pr\u00e8s d\u2019un vieux banc humide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis il retira lentement ses gants de cuir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ses mains \u00e9taient \u00e9normes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ab\u00eem\u00e9es.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-large\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"823\" height=\"1024\" src=\"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-1-823x1024.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-3569\" srcset=\"https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-1-823x1024.jpg 823w, https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-1-241x300.jpg 241w, https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-1-768x956.jpg 768w, https:\/\/gazeta.am\/wp-content\/uploads\/2026\/05\/1aaaa-1.jpg 1007w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 823px) 100vw, 823px\" \/><\/figure>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cicatrices anciennes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Jointures \u00e9paisses.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Des mains d\u2019homme qui avait pass\u00e9 sa vie \u00e0 se battre contre quelque chose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ou pour quelqu\u2019un.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il d\u00e9signa doucement le banc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Asseyez-vous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je restai debout quelques secondes avant d\u2019ob\u00e9ir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon ventre \u00e9tait nou\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lui aussi s\u2019assit lentement, puis fixa un moment le parking silencieux devant l\u2019h\u00f4pital.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Enfin, il parla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Hannah m\u2019a sauv\u00e9 la vie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je clignai des yeux, persuad\u00e9e d\u2019avoir mal entendu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pardon ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il inspira profond\u00e9ment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et quand il tourna enfin le visage vers moi, je remarquai quelque chose que je n\u2019avais jamais vu auparavant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cet homme semblait \u00e9puis\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pas physiquement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais int\u00e9rieurement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Comme quelqu\u2019un qui portait un poids immense depuis longtemps.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Il y a environ un an\u2026 j\u2019avais d\u00e9cid\u00e9 d\u2019en finir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon souffle se bloqua.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le vent faisait doucement bouger les arbres autour de nous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais tout le reste sembla s\u2019\u00e9teindre.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 J\u2019\u00e9tais assis sur le bord d\u2019un pont, continua-t-il calmement. Trois heures du matin. Une bouteille de whisky \u00e0 moiti\u00e9 vide dans la poche. Un revolver dans mon sac.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentis mes doigts devenir glac\u00e9s.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il parlait sans chercher \u00e0 dramatiser.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">C\u2019\u00e9tait pire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce que chaque mot sonnait vrai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Brutalement vrai.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 J\u2019avais perdu mon fils deux ans plus t\u00f4t.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sa voix se fissura l\u00e9g\u00e8rement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Pour la premi\u00e8re fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Overdose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un silence terrible tomba entre nous.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il baissa les yeux vers ses mains.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Apr\u00e8s \u00e7a\u2026 tout s\u2019est \u00e9croul\u00e9. Mon mariage. Mon club de moto. Mes amis. Moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je ne savais plus quoi dire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je regardais cet homme immense au visage dur\u2026 et soudain, je ne voyais plus un motard intimidant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je voyais un p\u00e8re d\u00e9truit.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il poursuivit doucement :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Cette nuit-l\u00e0, j\u2019\u00e9tais pr\u00eat \u00e0 sauter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ses yeux restaient fix\u00e9s sur le vide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Puis une voix m\u2019a parl\u00e9 derri\u00e8re moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon c\u0153ur se serra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je savais d\u00e9j\u00e0.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je savais avant m\u00eame qu\u2019il prononce son pr\u00e9nom.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un l\u00e9ger sourire triste traversa son visage fatigu\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 C\u2019\u00e9tait Hannah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mes yeux se remplirent imm\u00e9diatement de larmes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il hocha lentement la t\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Votre fille rentrait du travail. Elle avait encore son uniforme de serveur. Elle aurait pu continuer son chemin.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il avala difficilement sa salive.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Mais elle s\u2019est arr\u00eat\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le vent froid semblait d\u00e9sormais traverser directement ma poitrine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle m\u2019a demand\u00e9 si j\u2019avais besoin d\u2019aide.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ses mains tremblaient l\u00e9g\u00e8rement maintenant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Moi, j\u2019ai essay\u00e9 de lui dire de partir. Je lui ai cri\u00e9 dessus. Je lui ai dit de me laisser tranquille.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un rire bris\u00e9 lui \u00e9chappa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle m\u2019a r\u00e9pondu : \u201cLes gens qui veulent vraiment \u00eatre seuls ne pleurent pas en public.\u201d \u00bb<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je portai instinctivement une main \u00e0 ma bouche.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">C\u2019\u00e9tait exactement Hannah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Exactement elle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toujours incapable d\u2019ignorer la souffrance des autres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00eame enfant, elle ramenait des animaux bless\u00e9s \u00e0 la maison.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle pleurait devant les reportages.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle \u00e9crivait des lettres aux personnes \u00e2g\u00e9es de la r\u00e9sidence voisine pendant No\u00ebl.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et moi\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Moi, parfois, je lui disais qu\u2019elle \u00e9tait trop sensible pour ce monde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le motard regardait maintenant le ciel gris.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle s\u2019est assise \u00e0 c\u00f4t\u00e9 de moi pendant presque deux heures.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je n\u2019osais m\u00eame plus respirer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle a parl\u00e9 de tout et de rien. Des milkshakes d\u00e9go\u00fbtants du restaurant o\u00f9 elle travaillait. De ses r\u00eaves d\u2019universit\u00e9. Des chansons qu\u2019elle aimait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un l\u00e9ger sourire apparut au coin de ses l\u00e8vres.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle parlait beaucoup.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cette fois, malgr\u00e9 mes larmes, un petit rire m\u2019\u00e9chappa.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Oui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Hannah parlait \u00e9norm\u00e9ment quand elle \u00e9tait nerveuse.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il poursuivit :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Et \u00e0 un moment\u2026 elle m\u2019a demand\u00e9 quelque chose.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sa gorge se serra.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Elle m\u2019a demand\u00e9 si mon fils aurait voulu que je meure aussi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je sentis une douleur violente traverser ma poitrine.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce que cette phrase\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cette phrase ressemblait tellement \u00e0 Hannah que cela me d\u00e9truisait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Toujours capable de toucher directement l\u2019endroit que les autres essaient de cacher.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le motard essuya discr\u00e8tement ses yeux d\u2019un revers de manche.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Personne ne m\u2019avait parl\u00e9 comme \u00e7a depuis la mort de mon gar\u00e7on.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le silence revint quelques secondes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis il souffla :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Cette nuit-l\u00e0\u2026 elle m\u2019a emp\u00each\u00e9 de sauter.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je pleurais ouvertement maintenant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sans m\u00eame essayer de le cacher.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et lui continua, plus doucement encore :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Le lendemain, je suis all\u00e9 en th\u00e9rapie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je levai lentement les yeux vers lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Gr\u00e2ce \u00e0 elle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il hocha la t\u00eate.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Gr\u00e2ce \u00e0 votre fille.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une douleur immense m\u2019envahit soudain.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce que pendant des mois, j\u2019avais regard\u00e9 cet homme avec m\u00e9fiance.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parfois m\u00eame avec col\u00e8re.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Alors qu\u2019il \u00e9tait peut-\u00eatre l\u2019une des seules personnes au monde \u00e0 comprendre r\u00e9ellement qui \u00e9tait Hannah au fond.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le vent devenait plus froid.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais aucun de nous ne bougeait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis je murmurai :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pourquoi ne jamais me l\u2019avoir dit ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il resta silencieux un long moment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tr\u00e8s long.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis r\u00e9pondit doucement :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce que cette histoire appartenait \u00e0 Hannah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Ses yeux brill\u00e8rent l\u00e9g\u00e8rement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Et parce qu\u2019elle ne m\u2019a jamais demand\u00e9 de devenir important dans sa vie.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cette phrase me brisa compl\u00e8tement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Car elle r\u00e9sumait parfaitement ma fille.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Elle aidait les gens sans jamais attendre quoi que ce soit en retour.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">M\u00eame pas qu\u2019on se souvienne d\u2019elle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le motard sortit alors lentement quelque chose de la poche int\u00e9rieure de son blouson.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Une photo pli\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Tr\u00e8s us\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il me la tendit d\u00e9licatement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mes mains tremblaient quand je la pris.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">C\u2019\u00e9tait Hannah.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Assise dans un petit diner.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un \u00e9norme milkshake au chocolat devant elle.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Et \u00e0 c\u00f4t\u00e9 d\u2019elle\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Lui.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sans barbe taill\u00e9e.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sans sourire.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">L\u2019air compl\u00e8tement perdu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais vivant.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Au dos de la photo, l\u2019\u00e9criture de ma fille apparaissait en encre noire :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cMike a promis de survivre encore un jour de plus.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je m\u2019effondrai en sanglots.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Litt\u00e9ralement.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Cet homme d\u00e9tourna imm\u00e9diatement les yeux par pudeur pendant que j\u2019essayais de respirer.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mais quelque chose d\u2019encore plus terrible m\u2019attendait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Parce qu\u2019apr\u00e8s quelques secondes de silence\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il murmura :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Il y a autre chose que vous devez savoir.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Je relevai lentement les yeux.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Son visage avait chang\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">La tristesse avait laiss\u00e9 place \u00e0 une douleur plus lourde encore.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Presque insupportable.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 La nuit de l\u2019accident\u2026 Hannah m\u2019appelait.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mon sang se gla\u00e7a.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il sortit alors un vieux t\u00e9l\u00e9phone ray\u00e9 de sa poche.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis me montra l\u2019\u00e9cran.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un appel manqu\u00e9.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">23h47.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u201cHannah.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Mes mains commenc\u00e8rent \u00e0 trembler violemment.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Pourquoi elle vous appelait ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Sa voix se brisa compl\u00e8tement cette fois.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Parce qu\u2019elle avait peur.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Le monde sembla vaciller autour de moi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Peur de quoi ?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Il ferma les yeux quelques secondes.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Puis murmura :<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">\u2014 Du conducteur qui la suivait depuis plusieurs rues.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\">Un froid 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